New Changes

How to start this post...

I have been on spring break this week and I must say that I have not missed school at all. It has been a nice break for me. The one thing that I have missed a ton is Roger. Roger started a new job this week. He started the cleaning position at the YMCA. The hours are perfect for him. He works very late at night normally 7:00-1:00AM. He loves being up late at night. He turns on his ESPN radio on his Ipod and cleans away. It is about 30 hours a week. Its the perfect amount of hours. He is finally making the money that he needs. Its the perfect financial security for him...

What's not perfect? Well, we didn't think about how our schedules would not longer mesh. I do not get to see Roger during the week like I used to. I see him through the glass walls at the Y. I get to have lunch with him sometimes. But as of right now, I am sitting home alone and Roger hasn't been over all week. I will not see him until Friday. The other thing that is not perfect is that I am not able to really talk to him like I normally do at night. We do get to talk some but it is not the same knowing that he is preoccupied. I miss him. I miss our conversations. I miss cuddling with him on my couch.

I know that this is a good move for us but I need to adjust to our new routine. I am praying that my heart will change. I am praying that this will prove to be a good move. Just continue to pray with me while my heart changes...