.Our Wedding Day.

After a year and a half of planning, organizing, and scheduling vendors, everything came together for our wedding. It was just how I imagined that it would be fun and beautiful. We had an ice cream sundae bar that everyone raved about and danced the afternoon away.

I have some photos from our fabulous photographer that I will try and post here. You can visit her website here and if you want you can "like" her Facebook page, "Red Balloon Photography." You will see them in better quality and that way I can give credit to her. Check out her sites, her pictures are gorgeous!

So here are a few of my favorites...

This is before the wedding. I just needed to sit. You can see my shoes in the background, I waited until the last minute before I put them on...

This photo was actually taken by Tiffany, her daughter Cadi was one of my flower girls. I love this photo because it sums up our relationship. I adore Cadi and she adores me. 

Our first kiss! What a great moment for us.

The look on Roger's face just says it all. This was at the reception. We just adore each other.

In front of the white fence at the reception hall. These pictures really are priceless. She did a great job, I cannot say it enough. Please check out her site if you are looking for a photographer in the NY area!

I would like to sit here and write more but now that I have an apartment and a husband coming home for dinner, I really need to get going. I will try and blog more when I get the time this week. I hope you enjoyed looking at some of our pictures!

.Far from my mind.

I get it all the time...

"How are the wedding plans coming?"

I answer. "Oh they are good. We just ordered flowers, sent out our invitations, and are plugging away."

It is true. We did order flowers. We are plugging away at the details. But wedding plans are not really on my mind... dare I say it?

I am graduating Business School in May. (One week before the wedding). I have a thousand projects to do. Not little projects, big massive, group presentation projects. They  keep me busy beyond belief.

I am also leaving my job of 6 years. Not for any bad reason but because Roger and I are moving to North Carolina. However, since I am leaving, I have to find someone to replace me. I have to prep the Y for the whole summer to make sure they would be fine if we cannot find anyone. This requires scheduling upon scheduling upon scheduling. It is a lot of work and stress.

Since we are moving, we are also dealing with all of "that" stuff. You know, finding an apartment, applying, moving down their, expenses, and of course, getting a job in North Carolina in Accounting. This is the kind of stress that I enjoy but at the same time it is still stress.

Then there are some very personal issues going on in my family. These things I am not at liberty to talk about but they have shaken me and my other loved ones. These problems are the type of problems that I lose sleep over, almost every night. These are the problems that can instantly make me throw up because I am so worried. These are the problems that haunt me as I enter into the marriage covenant with Roger. These problems are the stress that I never wanted to deal with but have been forced to face them.

As you can see, wedding plans are far from my mind. Sometimes, I just want to crawl into a hole and stay there until the world is safe again. I want to forget wedding plans, jobs, moving, and personal problems. I mean don't we all?

I'll keep pushing forward, looking to Him for help, strength, and guidance. After all, once this chapter closes in my life, I am going to miss it? Right?