The other day, I was in the worst of moods. I could not figure out what was wrong with me. I was so moody. I didn't want to do anything but whine and complain. I was super sensitive to everything that Roger said. I was taking thing so personally. For instance, I was watching a TV show and he texted me and asked me a question. Normally, it does not bother me to answer his questions but that day I was going crazy.
To be honest, I just wanted to go to work. I know it sounds crazy right. But since school has been out, I have had so much time off. I am losing my mind. I do not know what to do with myself. I have no deadlines. I have no papers to write. I do not have homework. I do not have no pressures. Of course, that sounds ideal to everyone except for me. I need deadlines. I need pressure. I need a balance of both things. Pressures and relaxing. Luckily for me, I start my summer classes in 1 week. I will fill some off my time off with school work and I am excited. I know I am a dork but I am really excited. I just needed something to do instead of sit around and stare at my walls. I know I am pathetic. I just need structure. I cannot wait to have this structure in my life again. Mark my words, I am in sure in 3 weeks, half way through my summer classes I will be begging for vacation again...
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