Communication

I was going to blog yesterday but I decided not to. My attitude all day was awful. I could list a million and one things that went wrong from Saturday until Monday. I was not expressing my feelings correctly. I was letting them build up and fester deep inside of me. My thoughts and feelings were ruining my relationship with God and with Roger. I was the one doing it no one else. These thoughts were just very angry. I was becoming bitter. Yesterday, an ironic turn of events happened. After work, I got a message that normally would send me up the wall and down the other side. I would have been defensive and very upset. But I could feel God. I could feel Him changing my attitude. I know that it was God because I do not have the strength to change my own attitude. I was relieved to get this message. I was happy and excited. I finally was able to talk with Roger about what was really going on. I have been able to come up with some so so answer about why I have been acting the way I am (blame my pms!) but I really was able to express my frustrations. I did it in a correct way. I did not yell at him. I talked with him. FINALLY have we regained the connection that we had lost since he moved here! I finally feel like we are both on the same page. We both needed to communicate about the most random things that are happening in our lives. I love when God works through me. I love when I feel Him around me! The best feeling in the world...