.Different Plans.

I am always learning. I am always growing. I am always being challenged. However, I feel like I am always learning the same thing. {Maybe I haven't learned it yet or maybe it's a never ending cycle?} I am constantly learning that my plans may not be God's plans. I do not want to go into too many details but let's just say I had my hopes up. I was for sure this was what God wanted me to do. I was so certain that our plans were intertwined on this. They were not. I got the devastating news yesterday and as it slowly sank in, I realized our plans were not intertwined. Maybe God still has a way to make this work by taking different steps. He could surprise me and everything could come together the way I had thought. Maybe not though. Maybe He has shut the door and has something better for me. For now, I will wait and pray. I am desperately praying that somewhere along this road, that our plans meet up, that He gives me the desires of my heart. If not then I will learn to live with it. After all, who I am to tell God what to do? {Although, I really want to...}